the day i find genuine friendship(s) within a genuine individual(s)..a family system within friends..people I could spend nearly all my time with, making music, creating magical videos, dancing in the allure of conservation..learning, teaching, listening, being a part of life & loving every minute of it...no question of the sincerity, pure...nothing hidden, completely open...
will be the day i can feel and say, i have lived a very satisfying, fulfilled life, to feel the serenity of not being alone, the warming comfort of another close to you, the empowerment of harmony & unification.. my emotions will finally find common ground.. the answer to my life balancer, my lifelong stability. not within just a person, but a higher than consciousness feeling that comes along with it...a feeling of freedom, openness, unity, self exploration, the feeling of being a child again, when there was no corruption.but still keeping all we have acquired through hardships..an intense, impacted understanding of human beings..to the point of perhaps, chivalry....or dare i say it...humility.
why is this so impossible to find? to achieve? does it exist outside of the cosmos? i would die to have friends like raja ram, michele adamson, or simon posford...i read their blogs, comments to one another, and wish i had connections like they all have together..its a beautiful bond, its truly divine..maybe one day i will find my true friends whom i can roam with to share the amazing experiences of life
til then...i will remain hopeful,loyal, alone,compassionate and how everyone else would define it: naive.
GERSTUNKENFLAPP"d by Raja Ram
"Closed my eyes and fell awake,two multi coloured coral snakes intertwined,like DNA strands,and look"d at me ,and asked why i was afraid,?a zillion suns shone thru a small peephole,exposing a ball of coloured string,the secret of immortality?in a nutshel,in fact a walnut looks like a brain,/cleaning ones carbon prints and sooty hands,we feel the love one has for ones child,ones friends and family,and treasure these beatific jewels,living in the moment and dying for the truth,the mirror shows only one side/,however if you walk backwards thru the cosmic reflection/,one finds oneself in Mondo Bizzaro land....with too much luggage and not enough experience./...when shall we learn? when shall that blessed day of realisation come /, we are rowing our boat...gently down the stream....our consciousness is like a propeller,guiding us,across the invisible,to the understandable/we must Rock hard.///...while there is time../..and I salute our brothers and sisters along the way........ in our small cosmic comic family..//....see you soooooon........Raj"